A Mess Called Amrie’s Life

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Random Thoughts On My Birthday June 2, 2009

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~To Kadz,  Kat N. and Dyan, happy birthday to us!

~To those who texted…
To those who left messages on my Facebook, Friendster and Multiply…
To those who e-mailed…
To those who left instant messages on GTalk and YM…
To those who greeted me on Plurk…
To everyone who remembered…
THANK YOU SO MUCH!

~To those who forgot, you are under consideration for a list of people I will no longer speak with… JOKE!

~I’m currently drowning myself in calamansi juice and water. Yes, I got flu. Thank you to my teammates who were spreading the virus last week. But it’s okay, it’s not much of a bother.

~Most part of today was spent in bed, just exactly as I planned. Hahaha…

~I received a book yesterday as a birthday present. Sean gave me a copy of “Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell” by Susanna Clarke. It’s not included in my booklist but it’s okay. I trust his judgment on books, he introduced me to Neil Gaiman and Harry Potter anyway.

~I wrote a different wishlist before my birthday, not the booklist that I published. As I told a friend, most of the wishes are valid until June 1, 2010. Hehe… But wish # 6 has already been fulfilled: “For everyone who matters to me to greet me on my birthday.”

~I’m happy. I really am. I could be happier, but nonetheless I am HAPPY ^_^

 

The Month That Was: May May 31, 2009

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Yes, here’s May. Thank God May was not like March.

Let’s start of with Read of The Month. I was able to finish two books this month:
Anansi Boys by Neil Gaiman
Jesus With Dirty Feet by Don Everts

And now, The Month That Was:

May 2 – 24/7 Cagers Launch

The 24/7 Cagers is our company’s basketball community. I had a shift that Saturday so I managed to watch the second game: Insular vs. RCBC. I’m located in RCBC, so it’s obvious who I’m rooting for.
After the game, which the RCBC team won, I had dinner with OM EJ, Norman, Roy and Mitch at Gilligan’s.

May 4 – Red Dot with CJ

It was my off the next day and so did CJ. We decided to go to this videoke place in Pacita Complex, San Pedro, Laguna to relieve stress.

May 5 – IELTS Results

I got my IELTS results. I got a band level score of 8. Woohoo! I only needed a 4 where I’m going, but I got double. Woohoo!

May 8-9 – Team AJ Team Building in Pansol

I got invited to my old team’s team building. There were tons of food, lots of booze and almost non-stop videoke.

May 22 – Night At The Museum 2 with Team Garsh

For our team building, my team went out to watch Night At The Museum 2.

May 29 – FS9 Get-together at LKG’s Food Odyssey

It’s been quite some time since we last went out as a wave. So, we had this small get-together to catch up.

May 30 – Terminator Salvation with Terence

To kick-off my week-long birthday celebration, I went out with my brother to watch Terminator. It’s really in my to-do list this year to watch it on the big screen. I heart Christian Bale.

So far, so good for this year. May was eventful and I’m grateful for it. But I’m really looking forward to my birth month June. ^_^

 

Being Too Nice May 30, 2009

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Being too nice may also mean…
…being taken for granted.
…almost lacking a personality.
…passing by without being noticed.
..perceived to be less interesting.

It’s okay to be nice. It has its good points. But sometimes, I just wish I could be a more of a mean girl or just a bit bitchier so that I won’t be taken for granted or become just a tad more interesting.

 

Dear Yous May 24, 2009

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…from a bored DQ

~Thank you for putting up with my mess. I know you have your own mess that’s why you know how I feel.

~You should pick up a dictionary and look up the meaning of the word “promise”.

~I told you I’m starting to become jaded when it comes to a certain aspect in life, thank you for trying so hard to delay it.

~You are too damn practical and logical, and I’m sorry if I’m too damn emotional that the things you say hurt me.

~You didn’t listen to me, but hey, I’m still here for you no matter what.

~I had forgotten you and would have completely obliterated your memory if I hadn’t bumped into one of our common friends. Okay, tomorrow, I’ll forget you again.

~Thank you for being an option. Sorry if I still won’t choose you.

~I miss you guys. I miss the time that we’re only work stations apart and no rules could bring us down.

~You guys will always be number one in my heart… 12 years of friendship and counting.

~All I wanted for Christmas was you. Now, you’re my birthday wish too. I hate it.

 

Are You Ready For A No? May 18, 2009

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No. I’m not ready.

I’d rather let it be one big “what if.”

Sue me, I’m a coward.

 

25 Books For My 25th Year May 16, 2009

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book collectionOn the 2nd of June, I’ll officially reach quarterlife. I’ve been thinking of the things that I want and this list was supposed to be “25 Wishes For My 25th Year” but I realized that some of the things I’m wishing for are meant to be just between me and my God (well, with the intercession of St. Jude, patron saint of hopeless cases and lost causes). So, I’m going for a more realistic wishlist that other people can actually fulfill. ^_^  They are listed in no particular order.

1) Fragile Things by Neil Gaiman
A mysterious circus terrifies an audience before disappearing into the night, taking one of the spectators along with it . . . In a novella set two years after the events of American Gods, Shadow pays a visit to an ancient Scottish mansion, and finds himself trapped in a game of murder and monsters . . .
Two teenage boys crash a party and meet the girls of their dreams—and nightmares . . . Such marvelous creations and more can be found in this extraordinary collection, which showcases Gaiman’s storytelling brilliance as well as his terrifyingly entertaining dark sense of humor. By turns delightful, disturbing, and diverting, Fragile Things is a gift of literary enchantment from one of the most unique writers of our time.

2) The House of the Spirits by Isabel Allende
Here is the magnificent saga of proud and passionate men and women and the turbulent times through which they suffer and triumph. They are the Truebas. And theirs is a world you will not want to leave, and one you will not forget.

3) The Time Traveler’s Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
The Time Traveler’s Wife is the story of Clare, a beautiful art student, and Henry, an adventuresome librarian, who have known each other since Clare was six and Henry was thirty-six, and were married when Clare was twenty-three and Henry was thirty-one. Impossible but true, because Henry is one of the first people diagnosed with Chrono-Displacement Disorder: periodically his genetic clock resets and he finds himself misplaced in time, pulled to moments of emotional gravity from his life, past and future. His disappearances are spontaneous, his experiences unpredictable, alternately harrowing and amusing.

4) The Ultimate Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams
The hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy — The restaurant at the end of the universe — Life, the universe, and everything — So long, and thanks for all the fish — Young Zaphod plays it safe — Mostly harmless.

5) Para Kay B by Ricky Lee
“Me quota ang pag-ibig. sa bawat limang umiibig ay isa lang ang magiging maligaya. Kasama ka ba sa quota?”

6) The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time by Mark Haddon
After stumbling upon his neighbor’s dog, Wellington, impaled on a garden fork and being blamed for the killing, fifteen-year-old Christopher John Francis Boone, an autistic savant obsessed with Sherlock Holmes, decides to track down the real killer and turns to his detective hero to help him with the investigation, which brings him face to face with a family crisis.

7) Perfume: The Story of a Murderer by Patrick Suskind
A murder was the start of his obsession. It was after that first crime that he knew he was a genius, that he understood his destiny. Jean-Baptiste Grenouille, the greatest perfumer of all time, possessed the power not just to create beautiful scents but to distill the very essence of love itself.

8) The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
An unforgettable story of honour, courage, and betrayal set in war-torn Afghanistan as two small boys test their friendship to its limits. Compelling, heartrending, and etched with details of a history never before told in fiction,The Kite Runneris a story about the ways in which we are damned by our moral failures, and of the extravagant cost of redemption.

9) Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett
There is a distinct hint of Armageddon in the air. According to “The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of Agnes Nutter, Witch” (recorded, thankfully, in 1655, “before” she blew up her entire village and all its inhabitants, who had gathered to watch her burn), the world will end on a Saturday. Next Saturday, in fact. So the armies of Good and Evil are amassing, the Four Bikers of the Apocalypse are revving up their mighty hogs and hitting the road, and the world’s last two remaining witch-finders are getting ready to fight the good fight, armed with awkwardly antiquated instructions and stick pins. Atlantis is rising, frogs are falling, tempers are flaring. . . . Right. Everything appears to be going according to Divine Plan. Except that a somewhat fussy angel and a fast-living demon — each of whom has lived among Earth’s mortals for many millennia and has grown rather fond of the lifestyle — are not particularly looking forward to the coming Rapture. If Crowley and Aziraphale are going to stop it from happening, they’ve got to find and kill the Antichrist (which is a shame, as he’s a really nice kid). There’s just one glitch: someone seems to have misplaced him. . . .

10) Freakonomics by Steven D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner
Which is more dangerous, a gun or a swimming pool? What do schoolteachers and sumo wrestlers have in common? Why do drug dealers still live with their moms? How much do parents really matter? How did the legalization of abortion affect the rate of violent crime?  These may not sound like typical questions for an econo-mist to ask. But Steven D. Levitt is not a typical economist. He is a much-heralded scholar who studies the riddles of everyday life—from cheating and crime to sports and child-rearing—and whose conclusions turn conventional wisdom on its head.

11) Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert
Elizabeth Gilbert tells how she made the difficult choice to leave behind all the trappings of modern American success (marriage, house in the country, career) and find, instead, what she truly wanted from life. Setting out for a year to study three different aspects of her nature amid three different cultures, Gilbert explored the art of pleasure in Italy and the art of devotion in India, and then a balance between the two on the Indonesian island of Bali.

12) Change of Heart by Jodi Picoult
One moment June Nealon was happily looking forward to years full of laughter and adventure with her family, and the next, she was staring into a future that was as empty as her heart. Now her life is a waiting game. Waiting for time to heal her wounds, waiting for justice. In short, waiting for a miracle to happen. For Shay Bourne, life holds no more surprises. The world has given him nothing, and he has nothing to offer the world. In a heartbeat, though, something happens that changes everything for him. Now, he has one last chance for salvation, and it lies with June’s eleven-year-old daughter, Claire. But between Shay and Claire stretches an ocean of bitter regrets, past crimes, and the rage of a mother who has lost her child. Would you give up your vengeance against someone you hate if it meant saving someone you love? Would you want your dreams to come true if it meant granting your enemy’s dying wish?

13) Genesis by Bernard Beckett
Anax thinks she knows her history. She’d better. She’s now facing three Examiners, and her grueling all-day Examination has just begun. If she passes, she’ll be admitted into the Academy—the elite governing institution of her utopian society. But Anax is about to discover that for all her learning, the history she’s been taught isn’t the whole story. And that the Academy isn’t what she believes it to be. In this brilliant novel of dazzling ingenuity, Anax’s examination leads us into a future where we are confronted with unresolved questions raised by science and philosophy. Centuries old, these questions have gained new urgency in the face of rapidly developing technology. What is consciousness? What makes us human? If artificial intelligence were developed to a high enough capability, what special status could humanity still claim?

14) The Freedom Writers Diary by Erin Gruwell
As an idealistic twenty-three-year-old English teacher at Wilson High School in Long beach, California, Erin Gruwell confronted a room of “unteachable, at-risk” students. One day she intercepted a note with an ugly racial caricature, and angrily declared that this was precisely the sort of thing that led to the Holocaust—only to be met by uncomprehending looks. So she and her students, using the treasured books Anne Frank: The Diary of a Young Girl and Zlata’s Diary: A Child’s Life in Sarajevo as their guides, undertook a life-changing, eye-opening, spirit-raising odyssey against intolerance and misunderstanding. They learned to see the parallels in these books to their own lives, recording their thoughts and feelings in diaries and dubbing themselves the “Freedom Writers” in homage to the civil rights activists “The Freedom Riders.”

15) The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
When we first meet Susie Salmon, she is already in heaven. As she looks down from this strange new place, she tells us, in the fresh and spirited voice of a fourteen-year-old girl, a tale that is both haunting and full of hope. In the weeks following her death, Susie watches life on Earth continuing without her-her school friends trading rumors about her disappearance, her family holding out hope that she’ll be found, her killer trying to cover his tracks. As months pass without leads, Susie sees her parents’ marriage being contorted by loss, her sister hardening herself in an effort to stay strong, and her little brother trying to grasp the meaning of the word gone. And she explores the place called heaven. It looks a lot like her school playground, with the good kind of swing sets. There are counselors to help newcomers adjust and friends to room with. Everything she ever wanted appears as soon as she thinks of it-except the thing she most wants: to be back with the people she loved on Earth. With compassion, longing, and a growing understanding, Susie sees her loved ones pass through grief and begin to mend. Her father embarks on a risky quest to ensnare her killer. Her sister undertakes a feat of remarkable daring. And the boy Susie cared for moves on, only to find himself at the center of a miraculous event

16) A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini
Born a generation apart and with very different ideas about love and family, Mariam and Laila are two women brought jarringly together by war, by loss and by fate. As they endure the ever escalating dangers around them-in their home as well as in the streets of Kabul-they come to form a bond that makes them both sisters and mother-daughter to each other, and that will ultimately alter the course not just of their own lives but of the next generation. With heart-wrenching power and suspense, Hosseini shows how a woman’s love for her family can move her to shocking and heroic acts of self-sacrifice, and that in the end it is love, or even the memory of love, that is often the key to survival.

17) A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L’Engle
It was a dark and stormy night; Meg Murry, her small brother Charles Wallace, and her mother had come down to the kitchen for a midnight snack when they were upset by the arrival of a most disturbing stranger. “Wild nights are my glory, ” the unearthly stranger told them. “I just got caught in a downdraft and blown off course. Let me sit down for a moment, and then I’ll be on my way. Speaking of way, by the way, there is such a thing as a tesseract.”

18) The Solitaire Mystery by Jostein Gaarder
On a car trip through Europe with his father, Hans searches for the mother who left them years ago. At the same time, he immerses himself in a fantastic miniature book only he can read: the strange, whimsical adventures of a sailor on an island where a deck of cards has come to life.

19) Life of Pi by Yann Martel
The precocious son of a zookeeper, 16-year-old Pi Patel is raised in Pondicherry, India, where he tries on various faiths for size, attracting “religions the way a dog attracts fleas.” Planning a move to Canada, his father packs up the family and their menagerie and they hitch a ride on an enormous freighter. After a harrowing shipwreck, Pi finds himself adrift in the Pacific Ocean, trapped on a 26-foot lifeboat with a wounded zebra, a spotted hyena, a seasick orangutan, and a 450-pound Bengal tiger named Richard Parker (“His head was the size and color of the lifebuoy, with teeth”). It sounds like a colorful setup, but these wild beasts don’t burst into song as if co-starring in an anthropomorphized Disney feature. After much gore and infighting, Pi and Richard Parker remain the boat’s sole passengers, drifting for 227 days through shark-infested waters while fighting hunger, the elements, and an overactive imagination. In rich, hallucinatory passages, Pi recounts the harrowing journey as the days blur together, elegantly cataloging the endless passage of time and his struggles to survive: “It is pointless to say that this or that night was the worst of my life. I have so many bad nights to choose from that I’ve made none the champion.”

20) Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
“I was born twice: first, as a baby girl, on a remarkably smogless Detroit day in January of 1960; and then again, as a teenage boy, in an emergency room near Petoskey, Michigan, in August of 1974.” And so begins Middlesex, the mesmerizing saga of a near-mythic Greek American family and the “roller-coaster ride of a single gene through time.”

21) Rich Dad, Poor Dad by Robert T. Kiyosaki
Personal-finance author and lecturer Robert Kiyosaki developed his unique economic perspective through exposure to a pair of disparate influences: his own highly educated but fiscally unstable father, and the multimillionaire eighth-grade dropout father of his closest friend. The lifelong monetary problems experienced by his “poor dad” (whose weekly paychecks, while respectable, were never quite sufficient to meet family needs) pounded home the counterpoint communicated by his “rich dad” (that “the poor and the middle class work for money,” but “the rich have money work for them”).

22) Virgin Suicides By Jeffrey Eugenides
Juxtaposing the common with the gothic, and the humorous with the tragic, author Jeffrey Eugenides creates a vivid and compelling portrait of youth and lost innocence. He takes readers back to the elm-lined streets of suburbia in the ’70s and introduces them to the men whose lives were forever changed as boys by their fierce, awkward obsession with five doomed sisters: brainy Therese, fastidious Mary, ascetic Bonnie, libertine Lux, and pale, saintly Cecilia, whose spectacular demise inaugurates “the year of the suicides”. This is the debut novel that caused a sensation and won immediate acclaim from the critics — a tender, wickedly funny tale of love and terror, sex and suicide, memory and imagination.

23) Everything Is Wrong with You: The Modern Woman’s Guide to Finding Self Confidence Through Self Loathing by Wendy Molyneux
While other self-help books might tell you that something is wrong with you, this book is here to tell you that everything is wrong with you.

24) The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman
Bod is an unusual boy who inhabits an unusual place-he’s the only living resident of a graveyard. Raised from infancy by the ghosts, werewolves, and other cemetery denizens, Bod has learned the antiquated customs of his guardians’ time as well as their timely ghostly teachings-like the ability to Fade. Can a boy raised by ghosts face the wonders and terrors of the worlds of both the living and the dead? And then there are things like ghouls that aren’t really one thing or the other.

25) Cure for the Common Life by Max Lucado

“Sweet spot.” Golfers understand the term. So do tennis players. Ever swung a baseball bat or paddled a Ping-Pong ball? If so, you know the oh-so-nice feel of the sweet spot. Life in the sweet spot rolls like the downhill side of a downwind bike ride. But you don’t have to swing a bat or a club to know this. What engineers give sports equipment, God gave you.A zone, a region, a life precinct in which you were made to dwell. He tailored the curves of your life to fit an empty space in his jigsaw puzzle. And life makes sweet sense when you find your spot. But if you’re like 87 percent of workers, you haven’t found it. You don’t find meaning in your work–or you’re one of the 80 percent who don’t believe their talents are used. What can you do? You’re suffering from the common life, and you desperately need a cure.

I actually want to put the box set of “The Chronicles of Narnia”, but I don’t think anyone “loves” me enough to buy me the whole set.

Anyway, I would love to receive books for my birthday. ^_^

 

Once In A Lifetime, Once In A While May 10, 2009

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“There’s once in a lifetime… And there’s once in a while… And the difference between the two is about a million miles.” – Carrie Underwood’s “You Won’t Find This”

He had found his once in a lifetime, while I’m still waiting for mine. What we have here is just once in a while.

 

The Month That Was: April April 30, 2009

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One big note: APRIL SURE TRAMPED MARCH

April 2 — FS9’s Sixth Monthsary a.k.a. Regularization Date
Whee! We’re regular employees now. (Photo taken during our FHB Graduation)


April 8 — Coffee with Donna and Jomar
Prior to this, I can’t even remember when was the last time I saw Jomar. Haha. Donna and I met up at Seattle’s Best in Greenbelt and Jomar cared to drop by. He wasn’t able to go to dinner with us at Krocodile Grill though because he had to be at Vlad’s after-wedding party. Hehe.


April 15 — OMFLit R.O.B. Us Sale
Because of this sale, I have 12 new books. Hehe.


April 18 & 20 — IELTS
I took the IELTS this month. I’m still waiting for the results. Wish me luck.



April 19 — A GND Sunday
Videoke at Redbox, coffee at CBTL, and my first time in Bonifacio High Street and Serendra.


April 23 — Tequila Sunrise with Donna
We found a nice place where the drinks taste good but don’t put holes in our wallets. I love happy hour at Spicy Fingers. Hehe.


April 24 — Optus 2nd Anniversary Party at Embassy The Fort
Optus peeps do know how to party!


April 25 — Belle De Jour Rendezvous
An afternoon of meeting new friends, learning new things and receiving new stuff/gifts.


That was the month that was. I’m just glad that it wasn’t as lousy as March.

Okay, it’s summer and I haven’t gone swimming or to some outing yet. I’m hoping that I’ll be able to do it this May.

First trimester of the year is over. So far, it’s been very eventful. I’m still looking forward for what the rest of the year has to offer.

 

What Amrie Thought About Neil Gaiman’s “American Gods” April 27, 2009

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Synopsis: Released from prison, Shadow finds his world turned upside down. His wife has been killed; a mysterious stranger offers him a job. But Mr. Wednesday, who knows more about Shadow than is possible, warns that a storm is coming — a battle for the very soul of America . . . and they are in its direct path.

Gaiman is a writing god. Enough said.

 

Belle de Jour Rendezvous April 26, 2009

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What: Belle de Jour Rendezvous: Sexy Fabulous Summer
When: April 25, 2009
Where: Crossings The Ramp, Shangri-la Mall

BDJ had its first get-together of the year celebrating a Sexy Fabulous Summer.

Topics and speakers:
a) Sizzling Summer Fashion: Patricia Coronado, fashion stylist, talks about the latest in fashion this summer
b) Stay At Home, Earn From Home!: Full-time mom-preneurs Monica Eleazar and Denise Gonzales of IndigoBaby and Manila Wedding Bees, on starting a family and being on top of a home-based business
c) Finding Your Happy Weight: Maureen Villao, physical therapist, weight management consultant and certified Stott Pilates instructor, on the importance of an active lifestyle
d) Get Your Glow On!: Harold Santos, Maybelline make-up artist, on the ideal summer skin care and make-up regimen

I really enjoyed the event. I was able to learn some stuff from the talks, met new friends and brought home a lot of freebies. ^_^ For the whole album check out: Belle De Jour Rendezvous (04.25.2009)

I just wanted a cute planner, but with my BDJ Planner, I got a lot more than that.